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[ STOP CHUGGING LOVE POTION LBX HOLY SHIT
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he snorts. derisive. okay now this is getting a little ridiculous, and he actually looks like he might be? embarrassed? like visibly? that's rare. ]
Lu Bixing, you are a lightweight. Talking nonsense.
[ he knows what he's talking about but also just please stop help. he might be bubbling over just a bit. ]
You're going to give me such a headache if you keep this up.
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he snorts. derisive. okay now this is getting a little ridiculous, and he actually looks like he might be? embarrassed? like visibly? that's rare. ]
Lu Bixing, you are a lightweight. Talking nonsense.
[ he knows what he's talking about but also just please stop help. he might be bubbling over just a bit. ]
You're going to give me such a headache if you keep this up.
[ shh no one's here it's a pc.
covers npc eyes.
it's going to happen in the planetarium, and lin jingheng is satisfied with the sound that leaves lu bixing, like a balloon deflating, like pressure releasing. it's a start, skimmed stuff that's going to slough off easily. it's what's tarred itself onto lu bixing's heart that he wants to sink his fingers into. ]
Bixing...
[ soft, as soon as teeth bite into his lip. he wasn't expecting it, but he can't deny it. he swears out of the corner of his eye that he can see the swish swishing of lu bixing's imaginary tail. he will let his hand do what hands do best, wander, and that can be left up to the imagination, all the while, he kisses him.
and then he speaks: ]
Stop keeping your eyes shut because you're scared, you fool, I'm right here...
covers npc eyes.
it's going to happen in the planetarium, and lin jingheng is satisfied with the sound that leaves lu bixing, like a balloon deflating, like pressure releasing. it's a start, skimmed stuff that's going to slough off easily. it's what's tarred itself onto lu bixing's heart that he wants to sink his fingers into. ]
Bixing...
[ soft, as soon as teeth bite into his lip. he wasn't expecting it, but he can't deny it. he swears out of the corner of his eye that he can see the swish swishing of lu bixing's imaginary tail. he will let his hand do what hands do best, wander, and that can be left up to the imagination, all the while, he kisses him.
and then he speaks: ]
Stop keeping your eyes shut because you're scared, you fool, I'm right here...
[ oh? Oho??
see. see this mean other drink means that he’s very feisty, and it means when he sees Lin Jingheng, Commander of the Silver Ten embarrassed it’s like catnip. he looks briefly delighted and downs another long swig. ]
Aren’t I supposed to work on that? Maybe I’ll be able to outdrink you, handsome.
[ unlikely. Well, not without a biochip anyway.
he leans forward again, sliding a hand around, sneaky, sneaky, to reach up and brush against the shell of his ear. ] Come on, come take it from me then. Worrywart.
see. see this mean other drink means that he’s very feisty, and it means when he sees Lin Jingheng, Commander of the Silver Ten embarrassed it’s like catnip. he looks briefly delighted and downs another long swig. ]
Aren’t I supposed to work on that? Maybe I’ll be able to outdrink you, handsome.
[ unlikely. Well, not without a biochip anyway.
he leans forward again, sliding a hand around, sneaky, sneaky, to reach up and brush against the shell of his ear. ] Come on, come take it from me then. Worrywart.
Now you're just talking like an idiot—
[ the brush to his ear stops him mid-sentence. it's warm, light, and he lets out a soft breath. he reaches with a hand, a quick motion, to fist his hand in the shoulder of lu bixing's shirt, looking him in the eye in some attempt to assert dominance!!!!!!!! (pff)
with his other hand he's trying to reach for the drink, of course bringing them nose to nose. ]
[ the brush to his ear stops him mid-sentence. it's warm, light, and he lets out a soft breath. he reaches with a hand, a quick motion, to fist his hand in the shoulder of lu bixing's shirt, looking him in the eye in some attempt to assert dominance!!!!!!!! (pff)
with his other hand he's trying to reach for the drink, of course bringing them nose to nose. ]
[ he's just
hehe?
as he leans in closer to him, and tilts his head to the side, brown eyes flicking from looking Directly At Lin's Mouth and dragging back up to meet lin jingheng's. his mouth is curled up into the most mischevious little smile you've ever seen in your life.
and he hums, tracing his fingertip around the shell of his ear again. like this? unstoppable. Unstoppable. ]
I'm talking like an idiot...? You've lost your voice, commander.
[ unbelievable. he doesn't pull away or try to stop him too much from taking the drink. ]
hehe?
as he leans in closer to him, and tilts his head to the side, brown eyes flicking from looking Directly At Lin's Mouth and dragging back up to meet lin jingheng's. his mouth is curled up into the most mischevious little smile you've ever seen in your life.
and he hums, tracing his fingertip around the shell of his ear again. like this? unstoppable. Unstoppable. ]
I'm talking like an idiot...? You've lost your voice, commander.
[ unbelievable. he doesn't pull away or try to stop him too much from taking the drink. ]
[ unstoppable. he's a monster. lin jingheng's hand lifts up to grasp at his wrist, the one close to his ear. whether he lands or not who is to say. right now, he's too busy focusing on swallowing instead of choking on his own spit.
this is so rude and unfair. especially as their lips glance over one another. he can smell the booze on him, wets his own lips and catches a taste (barely) of something sweet. ]
Well you've lost your mind, minister.
[ he then reaches for the drink itself and will definitely also try to take it. to distract him (maybe): ]
Did I spoil you in the planetarium?
this is so rude and unfair. especially as their lips glance over one another. he can smell the booze on him, wets his own lips and catches a taste (barely) of something sweet. ]
Well you've lost your mind, minister.
[ he then reaches for the drink itself and will definitely also try to take it. to distract him (maybe): ]
Did I spoil you in the planetarium?
I feel perfectly fine.
[ he's not out of it enough to make a remark about lin being gone for so many years so how would he know this is normal, which is a good thing. seems like some things are even too sensitive for a cursed lu bixing to mention.
however, he's still very cursed! as lin takes his wrist, his fingers twitch, lightly; lu bixing lets him take his wrist, because he's already won his victory. the drink, however - he doesn't give that up so easily, instead bringing it around so it's between them. go ahead if you want it so bad.
though as he's moving the drink to let lin have some, he tilts his head to murmur in his ear, instead. sir this is a wendys. ]
As for being spoiled, I wouldn't say that. I could think of a way or two that might up the ante.
[ he's not out of it enough to make a remark about lin being gone for so many years so how would he know this is normal, which is a good thing. seems like some things are even too sensitive for a cursed lu bixing to mention.
however, he's still very cursed! as lin takes his wrist, his fingers twitch, lightly; lu bixing lets him take his wrist, because he's already won his victory. the drink, however - he doesn't give that up so easily, instead bringing it around so it's between them. go ahead if you want it so bad.
though as he's moving the drink to let lin have some, he tilts his head to murmur in his ear, instead. sir this is a wendys. ]
As for being spoiled, I wouldn't say that. I could think of a way or two that might up the ante.
[ hahaha!!! hateful!!!
lin jingheng glances at the drink between them as warm air grazes his ear, sending his nerve-endings rioting. it's unfair, his body screams again, it's— ]
You're going to anyways.
[ lewd. (he's flushing, focusing on the way that lu bixing's neck curves so prettily into his shirt, delicate with the shelf of his collarbone creating a sweeping architecture.
he looks down at the cup between them and then just. goes for it. like really does take a sip of this stupid drink because he won't be able to find out unless he takes the plunge himself.
man he wonders if any of those way to up the ante have to do with putting lu bixing in an (un)sexy suplex? the violence and the horniness of so many years just. you know. coalesces into a weird emotional soup. ]
I'm open to suggestions. But you have to be able to live up to the hype.
lin jingheng glances at the drink between them as warm air grazes his ear, sending his nerve-endings rioting. it's unfair, his body screams again, it's— ]
You're going to anyways.
[ lewd. (he's flushing, focusing on the way that lu bixing's neck curves so prettily into his shirt, delicate with the shelf of his collarbone creating a sweeping architecture.
he looks down at the cup between them and then just. goes for it. like really does take a sip of this stupid drink because he won't be able to find out unless he takes the plunge himself.
man he wonders if any of those way to up the ante have to do with putting lu bixing in an (un)sexy suplex? the violence and the horniness of so many years just. you know. coalesces into a weird emotional soup. ]
I'm open to suggestions. But you have to be able to live up to the hype.
[ just for lin jingheng's information, his shirt is open a little. you know. enough to show off.
when not under the influence of love potions he'd shrink back a little from that, probably, though - the seal has admittedly been broken, with the whole planetarium adventure. at the moment, he is just Bold tm and he like, immediately kisses lin jingheng when he takes some of the drink and steals some back.
he licks his lips afterward.
hehe. ] Should we go somewhere else?
when not under the influence of love potions he'd shrink back a little from that, probably, though - the seal has admittedly been broken, with the whole planetarium adventure. at the moment, he is just Bold tm and he like, immediately kisses lin jingheng when he takes some of the drink and steals some back.
he licks his lips afterward.
hehe. ] Should we go somewhere else?
[ this valuable valuable information. he really is out here showing off and lin jingheng looks down at his chest with a long, steady gaze for a moment before letting his eyes trail back up to meet his.
he doesn't know which taste in his mouth is the drink and which is lu bixing.
that's fine.
his hold is tighter now, fabric creaking. ]
... Your room?
[ he doesn't want to kick out a baby today. ]
he doesn't know which taste in his mouth is the drink and which is lu bixing.
that's fine.
his hold is tighter now, fabric creaking. ]
... Your room?
[ he doesn't want to kick out a baby today. ]
[ emboldened by a love potion and a meanness drink, lu bixing is preening internally when lin jingheng looks down his shirt. yeah!!! yeah, that's right!! he's hot! you still think he's hot!! this is so bolstering for his pathetically sad and broken levels of confidence.
oh, he loves the hand in his shirt, too, and hums. ]
Let's.
[ i refuse to write another porn thread for the number of these we're going to have this week which is unfortunate so
in the style of 7rings
🔔 rings the fuck alarm ]
oh, he loves the hand in his shirt, too, and hums. ]
Let's.
[ i refuse to write another porn thread for the number of these we're going to have this week which is unfortunate so
in the style of 7rings
🔔 rings the fuck alarm ]
[ sorry lavi, you have been removed from your room. and unspeakable things have happened in here.
while lu bixing is shamed, lin jingheng is like catatonic with the sheer emotion that's flooding him right now. it's over a decade's-worth and it's welling up in his chest. it's somewhere between the and that lin jingheng realizes just where he is, that lu bixing and the outline of his back the past few nights isn't a dream.
but yeah he's just fisting some blankets and breathing in as deeply as he can. ]
Do not act shy about what you just did.
while lu bixing is shamed, lin jingheng is like catatonic with the sheer emotion that's flooding him right now. it's over a decade's-worth and it's welling up in his chest. it's somewhere between the and that lin jingheng realizes just where he is, that lu bixing and the outline of his back the past few nights isn't a dream.
but yeah he's just fisting some blankets and breathing in as deeply as he can. ]
Do not act shy about what you just did.
[ stop
luckily, maybe, lu bixing is always incredibly emotional, or he is incredibly distracted by the fact that the love potion finally wore off. he's still very much in love with lin jingheng, but he looks like he might be mortified because he.
really went to town. like. wow. peeking out from behind the blankets, he gets to see the results of his handiwork, which is just. a lot of marks. my god. there are bite marks and hickeys everywhere. it's very attractive but also oh god ]
Ahah... I don't know what came over me.
[ bc lbx was the one who came over EYYYYY
no im kidding. he does reach out after a moment, fingers curling, and gently presses against a bite mark with his thumb. ] Are you okay...?
luckily, maybe, lu bixing is always incredibly emotional, or he is incredibly distracted by the fact that the love potion finally wore off. he's still very much in love with lin jingheng, but he looks like he might be mortified because he.
really went to town. like. wow. peeking out from behind the blankets, he gets to see the results of his handiwork, which is just. a lot of marks. my god. there are bite marks and hickeys everywhere. it's very attractive but also oh god ]
Ahah... I don't know what came over me.
[ bc lbx was the one who came over EYYYYY
no im kidding. he does reach out after a moment, fingers curling, and gently presses against a bite mark with his thumb. ] Are you okay...?
[ he feels like a chew toy, and when lu bixing presses against a raw impression of teeth, he chokes a bit. that's unfair. a reminder and he'll have to carry it and remember the moment of its delivery when he touches it himself. he looks to him now, turning so that he can use a hand and thread fingers through his hair. ]
It surprised me.
[ it's... been so long. His body aches, he's thrumming with an almost painful over-stimulation, but the full body contact he desires, won by slinking arms around lu bixing and pressing closer, helps him feel much more grounded in an instant. he can breathe. finally. ]
But I'm fine... I'm good.
[
a soft huff. ]
How can I not be? You're with me...
[ nothing is right when he isn't there. nothing at all. ]
It surprised me.
[ it's... been so long. His body aches, he's thrumming with an almost painful over-stimulation, but the full body contact he desires, won by slinking arms around lu bixing and pressing closer, helps him feel much more grounded in an instant. he can breathe. finally. ]
But I'm fine... I'm good.
[
a soft huff. ]
How can I not be? You're with me...
[ nothing is right when he isn't there. nothing at all. ]
[ oh... what a cute response? this is?? so cute???
forget being too embarrassed and shamed, because lin is being really, really cute. it is emotion week, and he just feels this starburst in his chest that goes with it when lin jingheng threads his fingers in, when he curls in close. he hasn't bothered to put on clothes, so all the skin to skin contact is such an immediate reminder that the person here is flesh and bone, not a hologram, not an illusion, not a dream.
his heart feels like its in his throat. lu bixing makes a little noise and turns over to him more properly, letting lin wrap around him, sliding a leg between his and returning the favor, hooking his arm around his back and tucking against him.
for the first time, really, it does feel like that puppy tail of his is wagging. he muffles his smile into lin jingheng's hair, and teases, very gently: ] That's my line.
forget being too embarrassed and shamed, because lin is being really, really cute. it is emotion week, and he just feels this starburst in his chest that goes with it when lin jingheng threads his fingers in, when he curls in close. he hasn't bothered to put on clothes, so all the skin to skin contact is such an immediate reminder that the person here is flesh and bone, not a hologram, not an illusion, not a dream.
his heart feels like its in his throat. lu bixing makes a little noise and turns over to him more properly, letting lin wrap around him, sliding a leg between his and returning the favor, hooking his arm around his back and tucking against him.
for the first time, really, it does feel like that puppy tail of his is wagging. he muffles his smile into lin jingheng's hair, and teases, very gently: ] That's my line.
[ oh...
oh. ]
... So you do remember our lines. I was beginning to wonder, Minister Lu.
[ this man is a puppy, not a dog, just a puppy. he is excitable and his eyes light up in such a way you swear the whole world could be illuminated by his eyes with just a glance.
fuck.
his eyes are a little wet. it's fine. he looks at him, and his mouth breaks into a faint smile. ]
oh. ]
... So you do remember our lines. I was beginning to wonder, Minister Lu.
[ this man is a puppy, not a dog, just a puppy. he is excitable and his eyes light up in such a way you swear the whole world could be illuminated by his eyes with just a glance.
fuck.
his eyes are a little wet. it's fine. he looks at him, and his mouth breaks into a faint smile. ]
[ there's something about being called names during this that's actually really, really comforting. it's so affectionate and sweet that it has no heat to it, and he knows, he knows, it's metaphorical. the pressure releases, and lin jingheng's hand move on his body, and butts his head into his. gently, foreheads touching, letting out a little gasp. ]
I - Lin, I'm not. I'm - you, you know, I can't be him, the person I used to be. [ the words start to come out of his mouth in a wave, a tumbling mountain of desperation, the dam finally cracking as he holds onto lin jingheng's shirt, curling his fingers tight, as desperate as he feels. ] He's gone, and I can't - I don't know how to get him back. You can't love me like this, can you? Someone who needs you to worry about them all the time, or...
[ because he knows lin jingheng, he knows he's fussy, he knows that he hates being bothered, and he knows that he's been nothing but a bother since their first day back together. all lu bixing wants is to be normal with him again, to love him in a way that all the pieces fit together, but it's messy and terrible and he's forgotten the original outline of the puzzle, and no matter how hard he tries, he can't stop it. ]
I - Lin, I'm not. I'm - you, you know, I can't be him, the person I used to be. [ the words start to come out of his mouth in a wave, a tumbling mountain of desperation, the dam finally cracking as he holds onto lin jingheng's shirt, curling his fingers tight, as desperate as he feels. ] He's gone, and I can't - I don't know how to get him back. You can't love me like this, can you? Someone who needs you to worry about them all the time, or...
[ because he knows lin jingheng, he knows he's fussy, he knows that he hates being bothered, and he knows that he's been nothing but a bother since their first day back together. all lu bixing wants is to be normal with him again, to love him in a way that all the pieces fit together, but it's messy and terrible and he's forgotten the original outline of the puzzle, and no matter how hard he tries, he can't stop it. ]
[ nOOOO AAAAAHH OH GOD NO
this is
the first time lu bixing has ever seen even a hint of something that looks like lin jingheng could CRY on his face?! he looks like. startled, at first, when they lock eyes, eyebrows jumping up - and then he also feels a swell of emotion at that smile like he's going to cry, also, and just giggles, a little uselessly, a little hysterically, and tilts his head to bonk their foreheads together, to nudge their noses. affectionate. ]
Liiin. [ it's like all he can say. it feels like he's drunk on emotions forget alcohol. weh. ]
this is
the first time lu bixing has ever seen even a hint of something that looks like lin jingheng could CRY on his face?! he looks like. startled, at first, when they lock eyes, eyebrows jumping up - and then he also feels a swell of emotion at that smile like he's going to cry, also, and just giggles, a little uselessly, a little hysterically, and tilts his head to bonk their foreheads together, to nudge their noses. affectionate. ]
Liiin. [ it's like all he can say. it feels like he's drunk on emotions forget alcohol. weh. ]
I know.
[ he says it as he feels the fingers tightening in his shirt, skewing it crooked. lin jingheng presses their foreheads together fast and laughs, laughs in a kind way. ]
You talk so much.
[ while lu bixing may know lin jingheng, but after all of this? after everything? today he had to sit and watch someone die while another nearly joined him. his hands don't shake, and he stays steady, though lingers where he needs to, where his words stretch just the barest bit (only lu bixing knows, only he has gone so far as to hear it himself, fondness). ]
I've missed it... all of it...
[ he leans into every touch, refuses to let lu bixing flutter away from him fearfully. he presses his face into his, his shoulders into his hands. he leans them down and watches the way his eyes, so full of stars, can go dark with dilation in such a way that it makes lin jingheng's heart lodge itself into his throat. ]
[ he says it as he feels the fingers tightening in his shirt, skewing it crooked. lin jingheng presses their foreheads together fast and laughs, laughs in a kind way. ]
You talk so much.
[ while lu bixing may know lin jingheng, but after all of this? after everything? today he had to sit and watch someone die while another nearly joined him. his hands don't shake, and he stays steady, though lingers where he needs to, where his words stretch just the barest bit (only lu bixing knows, only he has gone so far as to hear it himself, fondness). ]
I've missed it... all of it...
[ he leans into every touch, refuses to let lu bixing flutter away from him fearfully. he presses his face into his, his shoulders into his hands. he leans them down and watches the way his eyes, so full of stars, can go dark with dilation in such a way that it makes lin jingheng's heart lodge itself into his throat. ]
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