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bixing the science king ([personal profile] engineers) wrote2023-03-16 08:01 pm
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w5 | our house in the middle of our house

this house is full of gay people
onlythans: (💔 it's not my fault she)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[opens one eye at him without actually moving because moving is bullshit right now. He's practically a black mage with how little he wants to move anywhere, at all, at any time, for any reason.]

...'ve seen this place before.

[He sips his water, wetting his throat before trying again.]

'member this. You live here.
onlythans: (💔 and you wanna steer)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
[It takes a minute, but he just barely manages to work an arm free enough to point at the framed picture on the table of the four students.]

Yours.

[Childrens.]
onlythans: (💔 i don't need to try to control you)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
I don't.

[He just lets his arm flop, when pushed, like the tap gave him permission to just stop expending any energy to keep it aloft all at once. He's so tired.

But after a minute he kind of turns his head a little, looking at Bixing more closely, more head-on.]


Need you to. Answer something. ...For me.
onlythans: (💔 then aim for my heart if you feel like)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[He does one of those full-body exhales that people do when they're absolutely bone-tired exhausted, so long and so thin that it's basically a sigh by the end of it, and then he's just quiet for a while until: ]

...Did anyone find Ryne?
onlythans: (💔 and i can guarantee that she)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
She wasn't...with Harrow?

[He'd been, like. 60/40 on pretty sure he knew what was going on there, but the problem with being a dad is that you always want to be sure, or you just assume the worst.]

No one saw her?
onlythans: (💔 you're broken and scarred)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
Twelve be praised.

[Eerie as it is, he actually laughs. It's rough and raw but relieved.]

Then she isn't here. She's still safe. No one...they didn't bring her here.
onlythans: (💔 i don't give a shit)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I — thought. She didn't laugh at my clothes. Didn't act like...

[But he's still kind of tired and out of it, so he unfortunately loses that train of thought before long, before having to grasp around to find it again.]

But it could have been. And what if it was...and I didn't...

[He shakes his head, slowly, forgetting that the head contusions and resultant headache make that a really stupid idea.]

Ngh. But it wasn't. 'Twasn't.
onlythans: (💔 'cause their girlfriends do)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Mmh. I suppose that means I can fault her for stabbing me.

[It's not really a funny joke, but the fact that he's making one at all is probably a good sign. Of course, there's still that phrasing, use other people against you, that makes him wince on sheer reflex.

Quietly, then: ]


Can anything be done for Gideon's hand...?

[Deep down, he knows the answer to this already, too. It's not his fault that LBX is projecting an aura that makes him want to believe in miracles.]
onlythans: (💔 it's not my fault she)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
There's no way to...

[And he actually does hesitate here, because there's a way he naturally wants to phrase this question, but the problem is the way he'd default to phrasing it is exactly the thing that everybody always yells at him about — particularly Lu Bixing — and he's actually trying to have character development in the interim, so.]

Even if there were a way to...try. Some bargain to be struck. It still would do no good?

[It takes a fair amount of effort to tactfully detail the problem while avoiding making it sound like a sacrifice, particularly while his head is still aching, but it's not a half-bad attempt at it, really.]
onlythans: (💔 kiss me 'til you're drunk)

[personal profile] onlythans 2023-03-17 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh, wow, does he ever have a Reaction™ to the phrasing of "blood sacrifices", though. Like, actually jerking back a little bit on pure reflex, like he's just been slapped.

Fortunately, it's only a reflex, and he's able to settle back down again pretty quickly.]


...All right. Patience, then.

[He looks away.]

Easier for us than for her, as solutions go.