[ good mornoon, thancred! after a brief conversation about ~ doin stuff ~ thancred gets a text! ]
Hi, Thancred. Still interested in doing a little science? There's a new bar on the new island, and a few new drinks! Come meet me there in a little while? - Lu Bixing
[It's lucky, maybe, that by the time Thancred and Lu Bixing find themselves tumbling into an unexpected memory hole together, Thancred's already been through the exercise a few times already. He knows what to expect when they hit the bottom — but more importantly, he's seen the nature of the memories that are called up and exposed for all to see.
He's not altogether surprised to see this one, grimly enough. Once he'd caught on to the nature of these little excursions, he'd known it was really only a matter of time.
|| There really is no place quite like Amh Araeng, the edge of the still-living world.
The skies burn too bright everywhere in Norvrandt — unnaturally bright, burning with the primordial Light that saturates the landscape and threatens to swallow up every last living thing below it — but nowhere quite so violently as in the already-barren deserts of Amh Araeng. What would otherwise have been sun-bleached dunes of rolling reddish sands appear almost alien with the way the roiling light-stricken skies wash them out below; the wooden shanties and railway trestles of the mining town they're leaving by Talos-pushed trolley have long since gone gray from overexposure to the unrelenting sun.
But they are on their way, the three of them standing on the open-air bed of the trolley car. Thancred is unmistakable in his gunbreaker whites; flanking him are two young women. One wears a hood pulled down over her features as if to protect her skin from the burning sun; the other's long blond hair waves gently in the breeze produced by the car's movement, her thick bangs framing a pair of too-bright, unnaturally blue eyes.
Their progress comes to a halt — literally and figuratively — when a man (enemy Thancred's memory automatically supplies) appears before them on the tracks, first blocking their way before outright derailing it altogether with a kick to the front of the trolley that sends the whole of it flying, spilling its three riders out ungracefully into the sand.
Ran'jit, Thancred's memory names him with unmistakable venom, and the two of them exchange barbs before eventually the other man turns his hooded eyes toward the blond girl struggling to her feet.
You will remain as you are, while I dispatch these villains, Ran'jit tells her.
I won't let you! the girl, his Minfilia, cries.
Her defiance rouses visible ire in the other man. You forget to whom you speak! he snaps at her. Who armed you? Trained you? Fought and killed a thousand sin eaters with you?! And when you were inevitably cut down and lay lifeless in my arms — who sought out your successor to carry on the futile struggle again and again?!
But then his Minfilia — his timid, shy, self-doubting Minfilia — does something she has never had the courage to do before. She pushes herself up, and she finds her resolve, and she snaps, I never asked to be saved! However much it hurts, and however hard it gets, it's my life, and I want to live it on my own terms!
He realizes then, as all his own anguish and guilt and loss comes crashing down on him, that none of them — none of them — have the right to take this from her. Not even if it means never seeing her predecessor again. Not even if it means death and oblivion at the end of all things.
Ran'jit moves to take her, and without even thinking, his body moves to place itself in the way. He bids her go and complete the mission they came here to do (I won't have you waste that newfound resolve on me, he tells her); he tells their redheaded companion to take custody of her and flee. And when Ran'jit seeks to pursue them again, once again he puts himself in the way.
Not another step! he snaps, gunblade drawn. Your fight is with me!
You think yourself her protector?! Ran'jit spits back. Hah! As if a whelp like you could be a better father to her than me!
And they fight, there on the barren red sands of Amh Araeng, beneath the unrelenting sun. And Ran'jit has the benefit of age, skill, and power; he summons the abilities of his own martial arts and that of his spirit dragon besides. It soon becomes clear that his guard is impenetrable, his defenses too quick and too prepared. There's no opening to be had, and soon he has Thancred cornered, targeted from all directions by an inescapable threat —
And Thancred vanishes.
Now, the memory turns to first-person — a view of Ran'jit that begins to white out at the edges, blood thudding like a drumbeat in the ears. The strain of maintaining his invisibility is palpable, putting undue demand on a body already pushed hard from battle — but his deception buys him his chance, and he makes his shot.
And after battle resumes, when he finds himself cornered yet again, he does it again.
By the third time he's forced to vanish, he knows it will be his last. He can feel the tightness in his chest, the way he's left to stagger instead of walk. This is going to kill him. He was already at his limit; with each and every step, he pushes himself past it.
His last shot lands true, and the battle ends, and Ran'jit prepares to make a wounded retreat — as Thancred digs his gunblade into the ground and collapses onto his back, gasping in his inability to draw in air, too spent to move.
You would have her suffer and die, Ran'jit snarls just before he flees the field of battle. I would spare her that fate!
That is not for you or anyone else to decide, Thancred hisses back. Not ever again. ||
His eyes are closed, by the time the memory ends. His arms are folded across his chest. And yet, for all that the vision was a brutal one in so many respects — Thancred almost seems to be smiling.]
[ well after that conversation, lu bixing will come find thancred at the onsen....! he looks a little more tired than usual and has sticks and leaves sticking out of his perfect hair and looks. a little rumpled. it's fine
[ hello thancred where are you this very dumb friday.
lu bixing is... around! he's actually sitting in the park, today, with a big old toothpick on his lap, just sitting with a giant toothpick on his lap. he's working on it with the sharp edge of the harpoon at the moment, whittling down the sharp edge the best that he can, with the sort of focus of someone who is unhappy but throws themselves into work when they are.
blegh. when he looks up and spots thancred though, he has a little smile for him - looking a little relieved, frankly. ]
actually, thancred will find lu bixing at the bar after that mess, too. he's at the underwater one, because it's quieter here comparatively, and sitting updating his notes on his personal device. he's got a drink in front of him - it looks like the confession one, actually, because someone just does not seem to give a shit about this today.
when he spots thancred though, he gives him a small, tired smile. ]
[Hey, guess what! Thancred's actually being good for once and not even trying to be mobile after everything that yesterday decided to be. Which means he's still in the Home Biome, even though most of the other surrounding people have dispersed, and maybe it's a result of Lu Bixing's iron grip on the setting finally beginning to relax, or maybe it's that the biome itself has finally decided it's ready for a change of pace, but the setting shimmers, shifts, and changes.
Where Thancred had previously been sleeping on a wide, comfortable couch in the apartment, when the setting changes he's now stretched out on some sort of gazebo bench — fortunately, still with a thick cushion beneath him so he's not just lying on marble — in what appears to be some kind of outdoor study space on the campus of what is definitely some type of university. It's nighttime, and far off to the south, there sits a harbor with a massive statue erected in it, its urn magicked to perpetually pour water into the ocean below, like it's standing sentry over the port of whatever this strange place is.
Welcome to Sharlayan, Lu Bixing. Is this what you would've imagined, when trying to picture the place Thancred thinks of as home?]
[ and we’re back at the home biome!!! it is that cute little house with the extremely comfy couch once more - popcorn the snake is out and about, and a pleasant male ai voice that sounded suspiciously like lin jingheng’s robot arm welcomed a registered visitor - thancred - to the home of Engineer 001 and Commander Lin.
most importantly though it’s really warm and cozy in here. engineer 001 himself is bustling around in the kitchen - he’s got a dog kigu on over warm clothes, but most importantly, he’s carrying two steaming mugs of tea, one of which he hands to thancred as he plops down on the incredibly comfy couch to join him. his face is still very red from the cold, but he makes a little “brrrr” noise as he settles with his own mug. ]
Well, that was frigid, huh? Glad to see you guys made it out okay.
[I'm just going to assume that this is taking place after Thancred has gotten Rynlan settled and sleeping following the execution, so now he's just making his rounds checking on everyone as he is wont to do. He's walking a little more slowly than usual like he was doing something that overexerted his back a bit (he was), and he is conspicuously without Fairyfilia, who normally trails around with him these days but who at present is curiously absent.
Anyway, it's about time to check in on Bixing. Or subject himself to being checked on. Really it could go either way.
week 2, monday
Hi, Thancred. Still interested in doing a little science?
There's a new bar on the new island, and a few new drinks!
Come meet me there in a little while?
- Lu Bixing
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week 2, tuesday
He's not altogether surprised to see this one, grimly enough. Once he'd caught on to the nature of these little excursions, he'd known it was really only a matter of time.
The skies burn too bright everywhere in Norvrandt — unnaturally bright, burning with the primordial Light that saturates the landscape and threatens to swallow up every last living thing below it — but nowhere quite so violently as in the already-barren deserts of Amh Araeng. What would otherwise have been sun-bleached dunes of rolling reddish sands appear almost alien with the way the roiling light-stricken skies wash them out below; the wooden shanties and railway trestles of the mining town they're leaving by Talos-pushed trolley have long since gone gray from overexposure to the unrelenting sun.
But they are on their way, the three of them standing on the open-air bed of the trolley car. Thancred is unmistakable in his gunbreaker whites; flanking him are two young women. One wears a hood pulled down over her features as if to protect her skin from the burning sun; the other's long blond hair waves gently in the breeze produced by the car's movement, her thick bangs framing a pair of too-bright, unnaturally blue eyes.
Their progress comes to a halt — literally and figuratively — when a man (enemy Thancred's memory automatically supplies) appears before them on the tracks, first blocking their way before outright derailing it altogether with a kick to the front of the trolley that sends the whole of it flying, spilling its three riders out ungracefully into the sand.
Ran'jit, Thancred's memory names him with unmistakable venom, and the two of them exchange barbs before eventually the other man turns his hooded eyes toward the blond girl struggling to her feet.
You will remain as you are, while I dispatch these villains, Ran'jit tells her.
I won't let you! the girl, his Minfilia, cries.
Her defiance rouses visible ire in the other man. You forget to whom you speak! he snaps at her. Who armed you? Trained you? Fought and killed a thousand sin eaters with you?! And when you were inevitably cut down and lay lifeless in my arms — who sought out your successor to carry on the futile struggle again and again?!
But then his Minfilia — his timid, shy, self-doubting Minfilia — does something she has never had the courage to do before. She pushes herself up, and she finds her resolve, and she snaps, I never asked to be saved! However much it hurts, and however hard it gets, it's my life, and I want to live it on my own terms!
He realizes then, as all his own anguish and guilt and loss comes crashing down on him, that none of them — none of them — have the right to take this from her. Not even if it means never seeing her predecessor again. Not even if it means death and oblivion at the end of all things.
Ran'jit moves to take her, and without even thinking, his body moves to place itself in the way. He bids her go and complete the mission they came here to do (I won't have you waste that newfound resolve on me, he tells her); he tells their redheaded companion to take custody of her and flee. And when Ran'jit seeks to pursue them again, once again he puts himself in the way.
Not another step! he snaps, gunblade drawn. Your fight is with me!
You think yourself her protector?! Ran'jit spits back. Hah! As if a whelp like you could be a better father to her than me!
And they fight, there on the barren red sands of Amh Araeng, beneath the unrelenting sun. And Ran'jit has the benefit of age, skill, and power; he summons the abilities of his own martial arts and that of his spirit dragon besides. It soon becomes clear that his guard is impenetrable, his defenses too quick and too prepared. There's no opening to be had, and soon he has Thancred cornered, targeted from all directions by an inescapable threat —
And Thancred vanishes.
Now, the memory turns to first-person — a view of Ran'jit that begins to white out at the edges, blood thudding like a drumbeat in the ears. The strain of maintaining his invisibility is palpable, putting undue demand on a body already pushed hard from battle — but his deception buys him his chance, and he makes his shot.
And after battle resumes, when he finds himself cornered yet again, he does it again.
By the third time he's forced to vanish, he knows it will be his last. He can feel the tightness in his chest, the way he's left to stagger instead of walk. This is going to kill him. He was already at his limit; with each and every step, he pushes himself past it.
His last shot lands true, and the battle ends, and Ran'jit prepares to make a wounded retreat — as Thancred digs his gunblade into the ground and collapses onto his back, gasping in his inability to draw in air, too spent to move.
You would have her suffer and die, Ran'jit snarls just before he flees the field of battle. I would spare her that fate!
That is not for you or anyone else to decide, Thancred hisses back. Not ever again. ||
His eyes are closed, by the time the memory ends. His arms are folded across his chest. And yet, for all that the vision was a brutal one in so many respects — Thancred almost seems to be smiling.]
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w4, tuesday
anyway ]
Thancred...? [ what hell am i about to witness ]
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week 4, friday
lu bixing is... around! he's actually sitting in the park, today, with a big old toothpick on his lap, just sitting with a giant toothpick on his lap. he's working on it with the sharp edge of the harpoon at the moment, whittling down the sharp edge the best that he can, with the sort of focus of someone who is unhappy but throws themselves into work when they are.
blegh. when he looks up and spots thancred though, he has a little smile for him - looking a little relieved, frankly. ]
...Hey, Thancred.
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w4, saturday
actually, thancred will find lu bixing at the bar after that mess, too. he's at the underwater one, because it's quieter here comparatively, and sitting updating his notes on his personal device. he's got a drink in front of him - it looks like the confession one, actually, because someone just does not seem to give a shit about this today.
when he spots thancred though, he gives him a small, tired smile. ]
...Hey, Thancred. How're you feeling...?
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w5, friday
Where Thancred had previously been sleeping on a wide, comfortable couch in the apartment, when the setting changes he's now stretched out on some sort of gazebo bench — fortunately, still with a thick cushion beneath him so he's not just lying on marble — in what appears to be some kind of outdoor study space on the campus of what is definitely some type of university. It's nighttime, and far off to the south, there sits a harbor with a massive statue erected in it, its urn magicked to perpetually pour water into the ocean below, like it's standing sentry over the port of whatever this strange place is.
Welcome to Sharlayan, Lu Bixing. Is this what you would've imagined, when trying to picture the place Thancred thinks of as home?]
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week 6, Wednesday
most importantly though it’s really warm and cozy in here. engineer 001 himself is bustling around in the kitchen - he’s got a dog kigu on over warm clothes, but most importantly, he’s carrying two steaming mugs of tea, one of which he hands to thancred as he plops down on the incredibly comfy couch to join him. his face is still very red from the cold, but he makes a little “brrrr” noise as he settles with his own mug. ]
Well, that was frigid, huh? Glad to see you guys made it out okay.
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w6, sunday, post-execution
Anyway, it's about time to check in on Bixing. Or subject himself to being checked on. Really it could go either way.
HELLO SIR WHERE ARE YOU TODAY.]
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