[ no, this is so hateful!!! pOINTS MY KNIFE AT YOU
a little bit of relief flickers across his face, when four finally lets go. she starts to unleash her emotions, and he listens, brows knit together, expression shifting to something just...sad. surprised, a bit, if the round eyes say anything, but they soothe out into something achingly sympathetic and hurt in response.
because that is unfair. it's cruel, and the way she speaks resonates with him so violently that it hurts. if he hadn't had monoeye hawk, back then... ]
That's brutal. [ honestly. ] How unbelievably cruel.
I tried to plead. I tried everything. I tried to run.
[ if there was anything left in her black hole of a heart, it became lost in the last year. ]
All I wanted to do was run! I didn't want to fight her! But I couldn't just fucking roll over. Because why should I? Why should I suffer because my sister wants to go on some fucking insane killing spree?
[ some laughter bubbles up, insane little giggles. ]
[ you know how sometimes you're like man my character would have something incredibly profound and important to say here but then you try to come up with that is and your brain's like that's rough, buddy. that's been me looking at this tag.
however lu bixing is not me, so. he lets her keep going - it actually sounds like maybe desperately she needs to get this off of her chest, particularly when the giggles start, and though he watches her quietly, there's no judgement or anything on his face. that same sadness, genuine, stays, and it takes a while for him to speak up again, waiting to make sure she's finished. ]
You shouldn't. [ he echoes, calm and quiet. that much is true. ] And then, to wake up here...
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a little bit of relief flickers across his face, when four finally lets go. she starts to unleash her emotions, and he listens, brows knit together, expression shifting to something just...sad. surprised, a bit, if the round eyes say anything, but they soothe out into something achingly sympathetic and hurt in response.
because that is unfair. it's cruel, and the way she speaks resonates with him so violently that it hurts. if he hadn't had monoeye hawk, back then... ]
That's brutal. [ honestly. ] How unbelievably cruel.
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[ if there was anything left in her black hole of a heart, it became lost in the last year. ]
All I wanted to do was run! I didn't want to fight her! But I couldn't just fucking roll over. Because why should I? Why should I suffer because my sister wants to go on some fucking insane killing spree?
[ some laughter bubbles up, insane little giggles. ]
I shouldn't. I shouldn't!
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however lu bixing is not me, so. he lets her keep going - it actually sounds like maybe desperately she needs to get this off of her chest, particularly when the giggles start, and though he watches her quietly, there's no judgement or anything on his face. that same sadness, genuine, stays, and it takes a while for him to speak up again, waiting to make sure she's finished. ]
You shouldn't. [ he echoes, calm and quiet. that much is true. ] And then, to wake up here...
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I wasn't surprised.
[ she shrugs. ]
What's the point?