[ it is simple for four to victimize herself, to think about how unfair any and every world is to her, to wonder what did she do to deserve such suffering. it doesn't stop her from craving what lu bixing offers. it doesn't stop her from wanting to believe, to think that even if it doesn't make sense to her, shouldn't she accept it?
(she wants to be loved. more than anything, she wants to be loved. she'll throw away almost anything to be loved.)
shouldn't she have someone who will be there for her?
(but he won't, will he? if satan's party isn't a sham, he'll be revived, and he will no longer be there. he will no longer be here.
he will no longer be—)
her eyes well with tears, and they spill over, ugly drop by ugly drop. ]
You promise? No matter what I'll say or do, you won't leave me? No matter what happens, you'll be there?
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(she wants to be loved. more than anything, she wants to be loved. she'll throw away almost anything to be loved.)
shouldn't she have someone who will be there for her?
(but he won't, will he? if satan's party isn't a sham, he'll be revived, and he will no longer be there. he will no longer be here.
he will no longer be—)
her eyes well with tears, and they spill over, ugly drop by ugly drop. ]
You promise? No matter what I'll say or do, you won't leave me? No matter what happens, you'll be there?