[ he thinks about it for a moment, in the context of his own life. the forbidden fruit that he'd finally confirmed, and the way it changed his world view. ]
...I think I'd have to know. [ he smiles a little at that, though, rueful. ] Ignorance for me has never been bliss. But... that's just me.
[ it's a difference between them, really, but it's also - well. bixing recognizes his own curiosity as the kind that kills the cat. it's a positive trait, but it's an extremely negative one, too.
he nods, though, thoughtful. ]
Just rather wait it out, to see if they do. [ which is a totally fine and valid way to live your life. it's at this moment that he picks up a little animal hand puppet from the stuffed animal area. it's a lion, and then sticks it on his hand and mimes in a silly voice, cheerfully, like a dork - ] Super mature, Date!
[ not spoil or anything but he was about to super not have a choice in remembering just before coming here. lmao. lol. ]
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[ he uses the hippo to chomp on the lion hand puppet. ] I’m a beacon of maturity in these trying times. [ SAYS THE MAN WHO WILL ARGUE WITH REDFILBO ABOUT BEEFUCKING IN LIKE THREE HOURS. ]
I dunno. If they don’t, it’s not like I’m unhappy or feel like I’m missing something in my life. It’s pretty full. If they do, well. Hopefully they’ll be gentle with me.
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...Do you want to? Know, I mean.
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Might be something terrible and traumatic happened to me, and forgetting was a blessing in diguise.
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...I think I'd have to know. [ he smiles a little at that, though, rueful. ] Ignorance for me has never been bliss. But... that's just me.
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[ does he want to just… find something out and shake the foundations of his life, when he has things to focus on and a kid to take care of? ]
But… memories can come back on their own. Maybe I don’t have much of a choice.
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[ it's a difference between them, really, but it's also - well. bixing recognizes his own curiosity as the kind that kills the cat. it's a positive trait, but it's an extremely negative one, too.
he nods, though, thoughtful. ]
Just rather wait it out, to see if they do. [ which is a totally fine and valid way to live your life. it's at this moment that he picks up a little animal hand puppet from the stuffed animal area. it's a lion, and then sticks it on his hand and mimes in a silly voice, cheerfully, like a dork - ] Super mature, Date!
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[ he uses the hippo to chomp on the lion hand puppet. ] I’m a beacon of maturity in these trying times. [ SAYS THE MAN WHO WILL ARGUE WITH REDFILBO ABOUT BEEFUCKING IN LIKE THREE HOURS. ]
I dunno. If they don’t, it’s not like I’m unhappy or feel like I’m missing something in my life. It’s pretty full. If they do, well. Hopefully they’ll be gentle with me.