Lavi crosses the already small distance this pit affords, (thinks about how lavi is taller than bixing), then slides his fingers around the crook of Bixing's elbow, tugging so that he can hold his hand with the other. touch week? or....?]
...A one-two punch, huh? Figures. [how every appropriate for this place, nothing beats putting your memories on live TV if it won't hurt the person seeing them.
He doesn't say anything else. Doesn't apologize or ask why. He just holds Bixing's hand and looks down at his knuckles, and thinks about how warm and alive the other man is, even if the rest of Bixing doesn't feel that way.]
he doesn't seem to mind too much - he lets lavi take his hand with no resistance, lets him pull it off of his arm. interestingly, it's not his right hand pressed over the track marks, but his left hand pressed over something on his right. either way, there's no fight, and he lets him take his hand and hold it.
a one two punch. yeah. it makes him laugh a little, actually, and he lifts his other hand to run his fingers through his hair. ]
Mm. [ a pause, and then a little ruefully: ] I saw one of the only things about his life I didn't really know, so... I guess it was fair.
[ he guesses. ]
It was a bad time. [ understatement of the fucking century ] But, it's over now.
[bixing with a gift for science and for understatement. Lavi doesn't comment or protest. He's said as much to all of his own traumas and feelings -- it's over, so no use dwelling on them now.
He squeezes Bixing's hand once and then draws away,]
Well, luckily for you -- you're about to be distracted.
oh. a memory within a memory, and one that evolves as much as lavi did, it seems. his time as a bookman, the person who stands beside him as a mentor, hints at a life that's been lived over and over, an inhuman life with different names and different pasts, and the concepts of recording histories; bixing is quiet as the screen slowly fades to black, and leaves just the two of them sitting there.
the idea of a neutral party is the sort of thing a scientist would dream about, but, well. bixing's never been a neutral party himself, even when he had to force himself to be. he can't actually imagine lavi doing as well as he might pretend with that lighthearted, easy remark at the end, either, but he keeps that to himself.
[hmmm, well. as memories go, this isn't the worst one, though Lavi doesn't categorize his memories in terms of trauma, just by their importance to the Bookman legacy.
This one... is troublesome, but nothing too bad. now, what would be REALLY bad is if Bixing got to see what Lavi looks without his eye patch! But since canon will never tell us, Lavi's secret will continue to be secret.]
Yup, that's Gramps. He goes by his title 'Bookman'. I call him Panda too, because of the rings under his eyes.
[he makes circles with his hands and places them over his eye,]
it's kind of cute to see lavi talk so affectionately about his 'gramps', and the panda gesture does make him laugh, lightly, as he finally looks back at lavi and away from the actual screen. ]
You must look up to him a lot. [ a pause, musing: ] You were a very cute kid.
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Lavi crosses the already small distance this pit affords, (thinks about how lavi is taller than bixing), then slides his fingers around the crook of Bixing's elbow, tugging so that he can hold his hand with the other. touch week? or....?]
...A one-two punch, huh? Figures. [how every appropriate for this place, nothing beats putting your memories on live TV if it won't hurt the person seeing them.
He doesn't say anything else. Doesn't apologize or ask why. He just holds Bixing's hand and looks down at his knuckles, and thinks about how warm and alive the other man is, even if the rest of Bixing doesn't feel that way.]
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he doesn't seem to mind too much - he lets lavi take his hand with no resistance, lets him pull it off of his arm. interestingly, it's not his right hand pressed over the track marks, but his left hand pressed over something on his right. either way, there's no fight, and he lets him take his hand and hold it.
a one two punch. yeah. it makes him laugh a little, actually, and he lifts his other hand to run his fingers through his hair. ]
Mm. [ a pause, and then a little ruefully: ] I saw one of the only things about his life I didn't really know, so... I guess it was fair.
[ he guesses. ]
It was a bad time. [ understatement of the fucking century ] But, it's over now.
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He squeezes Bixing's hand once and then draws away,]
Well, luckily for you -- you're about to be distracted.
[he nods over at the screen as it blinks back on (until 5:40)]
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oh. a memory within a memory, and one that evolves as much as lavi did, it seems. his time as a bookman, the person who stands beside him as a mentor, hints at a life that's been lived over and over, an inhuman life with different names and different pasts, and the concepts of recording histories; bixing is quiet as the screen slowly fades to black, and leaves just the two of them sitting there.
the idea of a neutral party is the sort of thing a scientist would dream about, but, well. bixing's never been a neutral party himself, even when he had to force himself to be. he can't actually imagine lavi doing as well as he might pretend with that lighthearted, easy remark at the end, either, but he keeps that to himself.
instead, in the slight dark, he says, softly: ]
That was your mentor, right?
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This one... is troublesome, but nothing too bad. now, what would be REALLY bad is if Bixing got to see what Lavi looks without his eye patch! But since canon will never tell us, Lavi's secret will continue to be secret.]
Yup, that's Gramps. He goes by his title 'Bookman'. I call him Panda too, because of the rings under his eyes.
[he makes circles with his hands and places them over his eye,]
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it's kind of cute to see lavi talk so affectionately about his 'gramps', and the panda gesture does make him laugh, lightly, as he finally looks back at lavi and away from the actual screen. ]
You must look up to him a lot. [ a pause, musing: ] You were a very cute kid.