[ shut the fuck up sisi!!!!!! stop!!!!!! no death!!!!!
"i wanted to lay down because i feel like i cracked my ribs on the fall from that damn owl, actually" is what lin jingheng would say, but lu bixing is already nosing against him, so close. when he kisses him, it lingers warm, and lin jingheng doesn't allow him to pull back without being kissed back, a pressure where his nose pushes into lu bixing's cheek with the force of it. don't go, don't go anywhere, stay here, let me wake up to you again and again and again and ag—
when they do pull back, when they are hovering: ]
What's wrong with wanting a little privacy?
[ yes. the ankle between his own, pulling closer so they're twined up fast and tight. he leans in, whispering softly: ]
Don't feel like spending the last hour or so awake sharing you with anyone.
[ you can almost hear the sound of cupid's arrow hitting him right in the butt. honestly. it's not like lu bixing isn't already madly and stupidly in love with lin jingheng but when he says stuff like that? it takes him to another plane of existence. it somehow still manages to surprise him. lin is so cool.
the whisper and the statement both make him shiver, delighted and thrilled, and he like immediately tilts his head to kiss his cheek, then ducks his face down into his neck. ]
Okay. [ yes please. yes, please. it soothes his own anxiety, a little, as he winds his arm around lin jingheng and holds him a little tighter. they are a set do not separate, and repeats himself kind of stupidly. ] Okay.
[ stupid. he nuzzles his face into his neck like a puppy, trying not to wiggle. ] I'm all yours, you know? And you're - [ a pause, like he's a little unsure. insecurity week. ] You're my commander.
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"i wanted to lay down because i feel like i cracked my ribs on the fall from that damn owl, actually" is what lin jingheng would say, but lu bixing is already nosing against him, so close. when he kisses him, it lingers warm, and lin jingheng doesn't allow him to pull back without being kissed back, a pressure where his nose pushes into lu bixing's cheek with the force of it. don't go, don't go anywhere, stay here, let me wake up to you again and again and again and ag—
when they do pull back, when they are hovering: ]
What's wrong with wanting a little privacy?
[ yes. the ankle between his own, pulling closer so they're twined up fast and tight. he leans in, whispering softly: ]
Don't feel like spending the last hour or so awake sharing you with anyone.
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the whisper and the statement both make him shiver, delighted and thrilled, and he like immediately tilts his head to kiss his cheek, then ducks his face down into his neck. ]
Okay. [ yes please. yes, please. it soothes his own anxiety, a little, as he winds his arm around lin jingheng and holds him a little tighter. they are a set do not separate, and repeats himself kind of stupidly. ] Okay.
[ stupid. he nuzzles his face into his neck like a puppy, trying not to wiggle. ] I'm all yours, you know? And you're - [ a pause, like he's a little unsure. insecurity week. ] You're my commander.