forefall: (or rise from the abyss)

[personal profile] forefall 2023-04-02 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ she shouldn't be surprised by this question considering what she knows of lu bixing and how much he offers to help others, but she's a dumb bitch who's still shocked by this.

it's comical how astonished she is. thoughts leave her head. ]


What?
forefall: (pausing in your slow and harmonious move)

[personal profile] forefall 2023-04-02 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh.

oh, she doesn't know how to react. it's overwhelming, in ways she can only remember, in ways she doesn't know if she's experienced. he offers her a home, anywhere within his reach, even if it's not near him. does she know what he means by hacking? she knows enough now, and that touches her as much.

it breaks her heart as much as it warms it. she's moved to tears. she can't look away from lu bixing, but she wipes away at her face.

she really is so weak, isn't she? ]


Will you tell me a little more, about what your galaxy is like? You showed me a little about the failed paradise, but... what kind of world are you building?

[ it's not a no. it's not a yes. she is only finding it a little hard to believe at the moment. ]
forefall: (what makes the hero weak)

[personal profile] forefall 2023-04-03 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ she should have known he would gush. she expected it a bit, but not quite to this extent. she focuses on the images, as he speaks. in every way, it'd be a culture shock for her, not simply in terms of technology or being in space.

it may not be paradise, but it seems idyllic enough in its own way. four knows what it's like to have a family, dysfunctional or not, but she's never known a home. it's a lot to think about and conceptualize.

ultimately, she's selfish and bitter, but she can never throw away her desire for affection. it makes this a hard choice to make. ]


It sounds very like you, to build this kind of place. To want to give people a chance. You would offer a home to almost anyone.

[ when he should be more discerning.

she doesn't want to say no, but she's also horrible at seeing other people be happy. ]


... Can I take some time to decide? If you're going to succeed in making that traveling contraption you were talking about....

[ that's four giving him a drop of faith. ]