I tried to plead. I tried everything. I tried to run.

[ if there was anything left in her black hole of a heart, it became lost in the last year. ]

All I wanted to do was run! I didn't want to fight her! But I couldn't just fucking roll over. Because why should I? Why should I suffer because my sister wants to go on some fucking insane killing spree?

[ some laughter bubbles up, insane little giggles. ]

I shouldn't. I shouldn't!