[ that's... a lot to take in. especially all of a sudden, all in one go. you don't wake up in the morning and expect to be showing people the deepest and darkest corners of your heart without a warning. you certainly don't expect to be dropped into a literal hole with no fanfare and have it played like a movie for someone's entertainment.
and that irks him, as he watches what he can only describe as raw vulnerability play out in front of him. there's nothing about this that isn't personal -- lin jingheng being dead isn't such a surprise, they're in hell after all. they're all dead. but seeing the aftermath of a person's grief is different, especially over so many years.
they're all dead, are there people grieving them like this?
it prickles under his skin uncomfortably, thinking of that. especially when he's watching this grief play out in front of him with the subject of that raw pain and trauma, and the heavy step by step of living is stood right next to him.
honestly, he tries to open his mouth to say something, but the screen in front of them doesn't give him a chance. it flickers, and then it immediately fades back in on something else (8:52 - 11:18). and i am so sorry you are getting a face full of what the fuck is aitsf out of context right after that raw as hell memory from lbx ]
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[ that's... a lot to take in. especially all of a sudden, all in one go. you don't wake up in the morning and expect to be showing people the deepest and darkest corners of your heart without a warning. you certainly don't expect to be dropped into a literal hole with no fanfare and have it played like a movie for someone's entertainment.
and that irks him, as he watches what he can only describe as raw vulnerability play out in front of him. there's nothing about this that isn't personal -- lin jingheng being dead isn't such a surprise, they're in hell after all. they're all dead. but seeing the aftermath of a person's grief is different, especially over so many years.
they're all dead, are there people grieving them like this?
it prickles under his skin uncomfortably, thinking of that. especially when he's watching this grief play out in front of him with the subject of that raw pain and trauma, and the heavy step by step of living is stood right next to him.
honestly, he tries to open his mouth to say something, but the screen in front of them doesn't give him a chance. it flickers, and then it immediately fades back in on something else (8:52 - 11:18). and i am so sorry you are getting a face full of what the fuck is aitsf out of context right after that raw as hell memory from lbx ]