he fell and lin jingheng knows precisely what it means here and now. so he holds fast to him and he makes sure he's steady here next to him, an arm around him with care as he looks at him. he's trying not to let the dam crumble just yet. he doesn't hate him, how could he hate him when he hears that? if anything
he hates himself.
but he's fine with stowing that in the back of his mind, pushing forward through it all with a gently touch of temple to temple, closing his eyes finally and letting out a soft breath. he witnessed lu bixing's slow-motion car crash of a breakdown in the span of what felt like years but was only a short film. it tore through him like a seam ripper, taking his guts apart, impactful snip after snip. he shakes his head. ]
Lu Bixing... [ defiant. ] Lu Bixing, please...
[ he clutches him gingerly, his shirt in his hands now as he climbs in closer. ] Stay with me. I'm not... I won't go.
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he fell and lin jingheng knows precisely what it means here and now. so he holds fast to him and he makes sure he's steady here next to him, an arm around him with care as he looks at him. he's trying not to let the dam crumble just yet. he doesn't hate him, how could he hate him when he hears that? if anything
he hates himself.
but he's fine with stowing that in the back of his mind, pushing forward through it all with a gently touch of temple to temple, closing his eyes finally and letting out a soft breath. he witnessed lu bixing's slow-motion car crash of a breakdown in the span of what felt like years but was only a short film. it tore through him like a seam ripper, taking his guts apart, impactful snip after snip. he shakes his head. ]
Lu Bixing... [ defiant. ] Lu Bixing, please...
[ he clutches him gingerly, his shirt in his hands now as he climbs in closer. ] Stay with me. I'm not... I won't go.
It's not real, I won't leave you.