[ this is just so. weh. his lower lip wobbles for just a second before he sucks it back again, as he tries to reckon with the feeling of losing someone he came to consider so important to him in the only way he knows how. by fixing it, trying to engineer a solution, by trying to make things better, trying not to think about tomorrow.
lin just shatters his composure like always, though. he turns his face into the thumb on his cheek, as the first tears finally drop from his eye, and just nods. it's all he really has, at first. i want to bring you home, too. there's still so much to be done, so many problems to solve, the ability to find a way to bring the others back --
he hiccups, finally, takes his hand and presses it against lin jingheng's on his cheek, and then turns his face to kiss his palm, nodding uselessly against his hand. that's all he really has, for the moment. ]
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lin just shatters his composure like always, though. he turns his face into the thumb on his cheek, as the first tears finally drop from his eye, and just nods. it's all he really has, at first. i want to bring you home, too. there's still so much to be done, so many problems to solve, the ability to find a way to bring the others back --
he hiccups, finally, takes his hand and presses it against lin jingheng's on his cheek, and then turns his face to kiss his palm, nodding uselessly against his hand. that's all he really has, for the moment. ]