he felt it in the wormhole, too. just once - a single, slow heartbeat. as lin jingheng touches his hand, he'll find them lightly blistered like they were before, and lu bixing sucks in a breath as he feels it. a heartbeat. one, single heartbeat. alive. alive, they're both - ]
We -
[ he should say something. the scientific part of his brain is whirring, but lu bixing can't even doing anything with a rational head. lin jingheng is alive. this is why he took the relaxant, before, because he knew this might kill him, and dizzily, het hinks, it might have. can he cry? his eyes are welling up with tears, his face crumpling as he clutches tighter onto the jumpsuit, desperately, like he could climb into the cavity of lin jingheng's chest.
please don't expect him to be useful because he can't be at this moment. ]
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he felt it in the wormhole, too. just once - a single, slow heartbeat. as lin jingheng touches his hand, he'll find them lightly blistered like they were before, and lu bixing sucks in a breath as he feels it. a heartbeat. one, single heartbeat. alive. alive, they're both - ]
We -
[ he should say something. the scientific part of his brain is whirring, but lu bixing can't even doing anything with a rational head. lin jingheng is alive. this is why he took the relaxant, before, because he knew this might kill him, and dizzily, het hinks, it might have. can he cry? his eyes are welling up with tears, his face crumpling as he clutches tighter onto the jumpsuit, desperately, like he could climb into the cavity of lin jingheng's chest.
please don't expect him to be useful because he can't be at this moment. ]
Lin, [ a hiccup. ] You're alive.