[ he gives him such a fucking LOOK when he says that about the BULLETS you are the WORST PERSON
but it's just a look, and, honestly, any of that frustration and anger comes out of him like a deflating balloon. his hands are trembling when he's undoing the buttons - it's, once again, probably good that he doesn't have his biochip, or else they'd be halfway across the room. as he looks up at lin jingheng properly, brows knitted together, cheek pressed into his hand, just trying to bore his emotions into him without his words. don't you know how terrifying it is to me, to see you hurt?
the forehead kiss is what finally gets him - it makes a lump rise in his throat, and lu bixing forces himself to swallow it, dropping his head to make it a little easier. ]
I don't.
[ the answer is confident, if a little wet, followed with a quiet - ] I could never.
[ even if lin is the most frustrating person on the planet. he just watched him die, again. he saw it this time, saw the life leave his eyes. even if it was a copy. he didn't even have enough time to process the other one, but now, it's practically on repeat in the back of his head.
lu bixing takes a deep breath, going to keep his hands out of the way and get lin out of the rest of his clothes. ] I love you. That's why. Go get in the shower.
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but it's just a look, and, honestly, any of that frustration and anger comes out of him like a deflating balloon. his hands are trembling when he's undoing the buttons - it's, once again, probably good that he doesn't have his biochip, or else they'd be halfway across the room. as he looks up at lin jingheng properly, brows knitted together, cheek pressed into his hand, just trying to bore his emotions into him without his words. don't you know how terrifying it is to me, to see you hurt?
the forehead kiss is what finally gets him - it makes a lump rise in his throat, and lu bixing forces himself to swallow it, dropping his head to make it a little easier. ]
I don't.
[ the answer is confident, if a little wet, followed with a quiet - ] I could never.
[ even if lin is the most frustrating person on the planet. he just watched him die, again. he saw it this time, saw the life leave his eyes. even if it was a copy. he didn't even have enough time to process the other one, but now, it's practically on repeat in the back of his head.
lu bixing takes a deep breath, going to keep his hands out of the way and get lin out of the rest of his clothes. ] I love you. That's why. Go get in the shower.