[ he feels like a chew toy, and when lu bixing presses against a raw impression of teeth, he chokes a bit. that's unfair. a reminder and he'll have to carry it and remember the moment of its delivery when he touches it himself. he looks to him now, turning so that he can use a hand and thread fingers through his hair. ]
It surprised me.
[ it's... been so long. His body aches, he's thrumming with an almost painful over-stimulation, but the full body contact he desires, won by slinking arms around lu bixing and pressing closer, helps him feel much more grounded in an instant. he can breathe. finally. ]
But I'm fine... I'm good.
[
a soft huff. ]
How can I not be? You're with me...
[ nothing is right when he isn't there. nothing at all. ]
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It surprised me.
[ it's... been so long. His body aches, he's thrumming with an almost painful over-stimulation, but the full body contact he desires, won by slinking arms around lu bixing and pressing closer, helps him feel much more grounded in an instant. he can breathe. finally. ]
But I'm fine... I'm good.
[
a soft huff. ]
How can I not be? You're with me...
[ nothing is right when he isn't there. nothing at all. ]